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Seriously? Now I have to constantly be feeling guilty. My mom is just going to bring it up all the time on how she thinks I love papi more or how I would let her die if I had to choose between her and my dad. And how she fucking says that yovany and JASON love her more. What the fuck? That doesn’t make me want to show more love. It pisses me off because it makes me feel like the love I do show for her is trash. So I just got up and left the room. But before that she goes to bring up that I’m leaving all summer again to be with my dad. Yes I’ve done that all my life. You don’t let me do anything and I have freedom over there. I’m gonna get a summer job bro. And seriously if I stayed here I’d be babysitting every damn day. No. I’m tired of this. Honestly as a mother I don’t think you should be telling your kids those things. It’s just wrong. I don’t love any of my parents more than another. They are both equal to me and as a child when they divorced I told myself I would never EVER love one more than the other. They both raised me and that’s it. Fuck. I’ve been with her my entire life all I get is weekends with my dad. And when I turn 18 I want to live with him. Is that such a crime?
’ i won’t give up on us, even if the skies get rough ’
